bored

life is full or osticles no, let me rephrase that my life is full of

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its a ccrazy day

hannah kissed me this is the second time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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life is a dick when it gets hard, f*ck it

how true

i wish there were artificial wombs where we could live in for 9 months and take a break from life

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im a new prsom

ive changed so much since last year. im not a druggie any more. i go to church and yes i am still depressed but its not as bad as it used to be.

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paranoid

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hell o

i havent really done anything things are so complicated now. drugs mess people up

i barley got my head on strait...

someone asked me what i'd choose to loose

my hearing or my sight what would you choose

to loose?

-your hearing

or

-your sight ?

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i wanna just die.

i feel like i messed every thing up.

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i madeout w/my girlfriend

it was okay i guess.

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just stupid

i dunno what is stupid ne ways today was fine. long time in me sayin things are actually fine...

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sad

okay well ends up hector came to school he is on medication. i feel so sick. every time i eat or drink any thing i feel like throwing up. i dunno what is wrong with me..

well i feel so sick. i feel so sad sometimes i cant cope.

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sad day

i ran off crying during lunch and they ran aftrer me acting like they cared but they didnt i didnt even asked them to floow me lill y was all sad i dunno why.

well i guess i was just fusterated

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crying

hell o

today at lunch i asked lilly who could make themself cry first

i couldnt so i asked these stupid guys that are ennoying to call me fat

so i cryed they didnt believe it but well damn it was all hardcore i was crying

real bad, all non-stop i dont know what is wrong with me

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shit

i havent writen in here yet i got surgery and couldnt come to school and dont have internet at home so yeah it was sorta fun todday i think i got sorta sick nothing much has happend i feel more depressesd

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hell is now

hell o

life is cruel...well so cruel that i wish i were down under. its more as if i hate myself or sooomething i have to go

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ha ha ha

yay im drunk in school hurray! i drank with lilly and adrian it was so awsome well im at journalsm being stupid and all i might smoke out with hector today afer scholl... i waant to but adrian said hector just wants to take advantage of me. well plus ill need a ride home cuz ill miss the bus. well i dunno its weird oh and lilly mad out with joe.g my ex and i still loliked him i cant beleive it, oh yeah wel hannah my ex no she broke up with me it fucken sucks dick oh and joe took naked pix of him and i saw them he has a big dik well yeah i have to go goodbye. oh and i didnt do much during vacations got drunk on new years and on christmas ,we bought fire works i geuss well good bye

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im not okay

I FEAST ON YOU DESERTED SOUL,UPON THE DEVIL'S GLOBE OF SADNESS AND DESPAIR.I ONCE HAD THOUGHT OF YOU OF A BLACK AND WHITE CARTOON,A FAIRY TALE THAT HAD NO ENDING,THEREBY THE SADDEST STORY.LAST NIGTHT I HAD A DREAM OF YOU BEING ME AND OUR MAKE BELIEF'S.I ONCE HAD LOOKED YOU UP IN A BOOK, YOU WERE SO SAD THAT TEARS WEPT OUT OF MY EYES,AND SO I WASHED YOU AWAY.IF I TURN OUT THE LIGHTS WILL YOU COME AND SEE ME?IF THE LIGHTS GO OUT IS THAT HELL TILL ETERNITY?I READ YOU EYES AWAY AND I CAN SEE YOUR IDENTITY IS FAKE,I COULD EASILY SAY THAT YOU ARE ARE IN AGONY,BUT IF YOU GRIEF IT ALL OUT MAYBE THE WORLD WOULD BE BETTER,YOU SEE SUN BEAMS DO EXSIST,ITS NOT A LIE...SO SMILE. --------BY:Jacky martinez

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